I was really thinking for sure this time was it. Being as I used to bleed ALL the time, not bleeding for 34 days had to mean something! So I took another test last night. Nope, nadda. One little line. No plus sign. It is probably mental, maybe not, but I am super crampy today. I bought two tests so that I could still test the morning of the 4th like I had originally planned. But the way I am feeling today I probably won't need to. I am bummed. I really had my hopes up. I am trying to make a list of things to ask the doctor when I go in on the 7th. Like, why haven't they tested Chris yet? Why can't they do a blood test to see if I am ovulating? Questions were piling up in my head, and now that I have decided to write them down, they are gone. Can't think of anything.
Enough about that. I want to try not to think about it.
I took my favorite ring in to get sized this weekend. It was the first birthday present I got from Chris. It is a very quaint sapphire ring that has past present future engraved in it. I put a picture of it up top. I know it isn't much. Where most people would say their wedding ring is their favorite, this one has so much meaning to it. 1. It was the first piece of jewelry he ever got me. 2. He did it by himself, picked it out AND remembered my favorite stone. 3. It remindes me of when we were in the "falling in love stage".
Being in love is great, but the overwhelming joy of being friends with someone for years, and finally realizing you are meant to be and living it out. Oh, it was wonderful. So, I get to go pick it up Sunday and I can't wait to be able to wear it again. Look at it everyday, and know, I am with the best man for me.
Yesterday I took my wedding ring to get cleaned. It was looking pretty dingy. It is in a micro pave setting. As pretty as it is, those small stones get dirty fast. I also had to go to walmart. We normally go when Chris gets off on Sundays, so at 7am, when it isn't busy. Because of the way my payday fell (I get paid on the last day of the month and on the 15th) We were running short on stuff and had to go last night. It was not fun. But we finished fairly quickly. I left work an hour early so I could get everthing done. Had I not it would have been almost 9pm before I got home.
I went to bed early and I am still sleepy today. I haven't been sleeping well and it is starting to wear me down. Chris has to go in at 6 tonight so I will be pulling in the garage as he is pulling out. I will miss having dinner with him, but i will more than likely just have a bowl of cereal, watch a little tv or read, and call it an early night.
*** just a note*** I went to the bathroom right after I posted this and yep, AF is here. Go figure I am at work and don't have anything to take care of the problem. Gotta love toilet paper coverage.
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